"I am disgusted with my life. Let me complain freely. My bitter soul must complain." — Job 10:1 The Book of Job is not a record of external events, but a psychological unfolding : the soul’s passage through suffering, loss, and ultimately restoration — not by begging an external deity, but by discovering the power of assumption and reclaiming identity in I AM . Job Despairs of His Birth Job 10:8–9 (ESV) “Your hands fashioned me and made me... Remember that you have made me like clay; and will you return me to the dust?” Interpretation: Here, Job’s consciousness collapses into deep existential grief. Neville would interpret this not as rebellion, but as the dark night of the soul — when man can no longer understand what is happening and questions his very creation. This stage often precedes awakening. The clay is the form — but the spirit within is eternal imagination . Zophar Speaks: Harsh Doctrine Masquerading as Truth Job 11:6 (ESV) “Know then that God exac...